It seems I am suffering from some sort of melancholy, and I have been in a funk all day. Many of the blog posts I have read over the last few days talk about loss, missing someone, broken relationships and siblings.
As written before, my brother chose to leave our family nearly 10 years ago. He and I were not particularly close, and I have dealt with the decision he made, but for some reason, tonight, I miss him.
I hope he is doing well, I just wish he would pick up the phone and call, I would welcome him back in a heartbeat.
I miss you Steve.
