I've lost this girl
Where can she be
Can I find her
Let me see
I've looked in the mirror
She isn't there
Someone strange
Looks back from there
She's in my head
She's in my heart
Now comes the hardest part
She's in my head
She's in my heart
But can't you see
She isn't really lost to me
She is me when I was young
When my life was full of fun
When I felt filled with grace
Before I found this older face
She is me before I aged
Before my weight
Before self hate
She is me before
When I could look
and like what I saw
She is me and she is here
Somewhere in my soul
She is part of me the whole
She is who I was
She never really left because
She's in my head
She's in my heart
She will always be a part
A part of all the girls I've been
Of the woman I've become
If you look close
You'll see that smile, that face
You'll see she still has that grace
You may have to look hard
But persevere
Cause she is really
standing here
I just want you to know that I cried when I read this. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteDearest Sofie - I'm glad this touched you, but didn't really want to make you cry. Although I cried when I wrote it too. xxx
ReplyDeleteIt was beautiful in a way I don't have words to express, and for that I am thankful.
ReplyDeleteAll my love,
xx