Today

I can't do this anymore

I don't want this pain

I want it all to go away

It can't be here with me today

I can't always be the one

The one who is here for everyone

I can't always be

I just need to be here for me

I can't always be strong

Sometimes my life is wrong

I don't think they understand

All the pain I have to bear

I want it to stop

I want it to go away

It is just not fair

I don't want this blue day

I can't always be the smiling face

I can't always be full of grace

I just can't pretend today

I want it all to go away

No more pain

No more now!

Go away and leave me be

Can't you see

I don't think they have a clue

I don't think they know I'm blue

Can't they see it in my face

Don't they know I need my space

No I don't want to talk

I don't want your sympathy

I just want to walk

Without this pain

I just want to stand

Without always having to sit

I am just so sick of this shit

When did my life become this

Did I really have a choice

When DNA is the one with the voice

Tomorrow better be

A better day for me

I can't do two of these in a row

It's all to hard and I will have to go

Run away and hide

Don't let them know where

Until I feel better inside

Tomorrow will be better

It just has to be

Because today is being horrible to me